Starting this week my world all of the sudden shrunk down significantly. Everything I need is within a 3 miles radius. In the morning I walk about 1.5 miles to work (seriously). On my way home from work I can stop by a supermarket to pick up grocery. If I wanted to I can even walk 2.0 miles to church.
When my friend, YB, first introduced me to her horoscope website (astrologyzone.com), I thought that was a dump thing to believe in. However, recently I find a lot of the stuff written on the website are pretty accurate. For a long time I refuse to believe that our lives are predetermined. I always wanted to go against the force of nature to create my own adventure and write my own stories. Sometimes it feels like the harder I swim to escape (whatever that is I am trying to escape) the more I get sucked back into this strong current and ended up going no where.
During my summer gig at Lam I sometimes went out for a lunch after work behind the building I was in. Despite the smelly air from the Milpistas’ dumpster, the scenery is pretty awesome. I can see as far Moffet field on the other side of the bay. And when I ran far out enough I felt really nice to be alone in the middle of nowhere.